Why can't my feelings diminish? disappear to static dust
Just gotta cry a tear of woe, at the thought of panicked lust
I don't know where your feelings fall, but I'll try
You just have to tell me one thing, just once.. why?

I know one tear I'd receive, would be one of yours
But how would you define that tear as it falls outdoors
As you stare at my grave, what thoughts come to mind?
Are they purely pleutonic? or some of the romantic kind?

My enemy couldn't cry, wouldn't even sigh in delight
My enemy is myself, and I wouldn't be sad, I lost my fight
I just sit in the dark, and think a wave of jumbled thoughts
And pondering gets me so far, so long, my membrane rots

Would you cry a tear for me this night? would you cry of pain?
Would you want to see me dead? lying in a vanity full of vain?
A never ending story, and saga of sorts, leads me on a goose chase
Would you care? you wouldn't cry, you wouldn't even be phased

I wish I died, and came back manifested in your fantasies
I know that this won't happen though, its out of my reach
Cause I know with certainty, that if you died, I couldn't never stop
My heart would bleed, my eyes would close, my tears would be on top

So who would really mourn me? who would hate my passing?
I guess we'll never know, because this questions ever lasting
So with my one wish, maybe I should ask for riches, beauty, or health
And take my foolish games off the back burner, and return them to the shelf...